This is a work in progress(as I am!)I need somewhere to talk and just not worry about judgement or criticism,whether it be constructive or otherwise.I want to just let my thoughts and feelings out.It will mainly be about having and trying to live with Multiple Sclerosis but I'm sure other things will come up too. You are welcome to read but do NOT mock me and if I offend you just stop reading.

Monday 16 July 2012

Not nice

I am a lot of things but nice is not one of them.I'm too judgemental,I can be manipulative.I can be very selfish.I like things done my way and get annoyed at people who want things done their way. I think too much,I like my own company way too much. I know I need to have more contact with people so I get a different opinion and perspective,but I don't want to,I would rather sit and moan than take action and actually change things.I'm lazy,I take the easiest option.
I'm not nice at all.
Oh and I'm not saying this so I can manipulate people to say nice things about me or write messages of support,this is just how I feel today. I might not be nice but I am honest about myself and my failings.You need to face the truth about yourself  before you can do anything about it.I'm just too lazy to do anything,even trying to think differently requires too much effort.

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